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Fuck all, you know what it is time for me to fucking grow the fuck up. I am tired of going nowhere and having no one. So far, my first step of my plan is to quit smoking, and I mean both cigerettes and the drugs. Second, I have decided in order to get what I want I am going to get TWO jobs, thats right people, the guy that hardly ever works, is going to start to fucking work hard. Finally, I am going to go to school next semester, and I do not care what it fucking takes. I will go. I am tired of being a child and as a child I need to learn to put away these childish things and be a man. Well here it fucking is. I am sick of being looked down one. I am sick of people passing judgement. I am sick of being rejected and stood up. I am sick of being alone and sad all the god damn time. This is the begining of a new Jeremy. My world is dark and lonely, and I have no candle or guiding hand. No one is here to help me this time. No one. I will do this. I need to do this.