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So yeah, sitting here next to Chelsea right now. I have no clue what to talk about or what to do. Boredom tends to ben an ender of things. Will that happen to me? I have no fucking clue. It could very well be. I mean I like to do things. I like to party, drink, and what not. The only problem tends to be where the fuck is all that going on. I hate it when people lie. I don't know when people do it because I am a very trusting person. Do I make it easy for myself to be taken advantage of. Maybe. I am sooooo not use to the confusion that comes with Chelsea. Everyone I know, Everyone I have been with has been a heart on their sleave kinda gal, but not her. Oh no, not her. I am used to talking things over when somethings wrong, I am used to trusting, I am used to getting over things through conversation. Well not with her. It is just a guessing game and I suck at thoughs. Now, I do not want to toot my own horn or anything but I am not a dumb guy, but when it comes to taking hints, I am horrible. I am just a guy that is used to brutal honesty or truth. Say it straight out and cut the bullshit. That way everything is straight and knows whats going on. Sure I have feelings, sure I am a bit sensitive, but I handle things really well when put straight forth. So yeah, don't get me wrong I like the girl a lot. I just don't know how to go about things with her. It's easy to like someone, but it is a whole lot harder to understand someone. Oh well, fuck it, maybe I should TRY to start another conversation know and see how that goes. Probably horribly, oh well, we shall see.....