i just want to be a girl, make myself pretty and not get shit from it. Gosh ( Read more... )

yet again i fall for another "str8" guy -____- just my lucky, im a hot mess without being a hot mess i cant help it, i fall for the wrong people but im aware that they're wrong but i just hope that they're right in the end. is that honestly so hard to ask for? here i was thinking i finally had a fucking shot with someone to be smacked down by ( Read more... )

talking about my booboo c:

Man Oh  Man it's been a hot second since I last updated my LJ D:
( There needs to just be a number code so non smart phones can use this too, lolol ]]
So it's all a big mess >.>
So i like some guy named Justin o: 
At first I wasn't sure how i felt about him (well duhh i had never met him lolol)
One of my good friends Ms.Kitty (GAY) <3 invited our ( Read more... )

So im dumb.
But openly accept it lol
I've let myself love someome who will never love me back...
Not because he isn't gay, but because he loves someone else.
Someone who lives near him.
Unlike me.....
Distances is the proble, but life isn't a movie, and traveling there won't end with a happy ending....
What i'd give to talk like we use too, crack jokes ( Read more... )

So ive been thinking that on a scale from 1 to 100
how bad is it to not want any friends?
and on the same scale how bad is it to not want to talk to the friends you have?
im so use to changing up my friends that all of them bore me /:
my best friends right now are my old ones and Alex (she's my newest)
so it's Monique, Vero, Rocio, and Alex <3 ( Read more... )

Oh my Charliee you are something one second i could care less about you
the next i need you!
Lmao well my mood has lightened up a bit since my last post
<3 Charliee is minee though! ive decided (: <3
and i love saying that! xD thats pretty sad cause he says "uh sure" alot
and ugh! i wanna kill him sometimes but he's mine <3 so i can't say that ( Read more... )

Interesting out of all the arguments we've had ( Read more... )

ugh so now im deppressed, cause i really want Jeffery (Taurus ( Read more... )