Love is a losing game.
So im dumb.
But openly accept it lol
I've let myself love someome who will never love me back...
Not because he isn't gay, but because he loves someone else.
Someone who lives near him.
Unlike me.....
Distances is the proble, but life isn't a movie, and traveling there won't end with a happy ending....
What i'd give to talk like we use too, crack jokes like we use too, and smile like idiots cause we had nothing better to do
But basac in each other's smile, because back then they were warm, at least mine as for him.....
"Never mind i'll find someone like you, I wish nothing but the best for you too...."
So while the world is concentrating (Chicago) on 9-11 up date's ill worry about what's important to me
Call me a kid, but i could honestly care less about this 10 year ordeal >.>
For those who lost someone near and dear to them, i'm sorry and i hope that life has been good to you since then
But as for me i was nothing more than a kid then, and now for this topic still am.
"Self profesed, Profound....Till the chip's were down, Now your a Gamblin man....love's a fate resigned...."
This other guy....
Who lives in chicago.....
Yea turn's out he likes someone else i know.....lol?
At first i thought he liked me, and i started to like him.....
Down on all four's, giggling and happy for once i thought he liked me as well but was to shy to say it....
no.......
He likes this guy he works with, and isn't sure if he will ever be anything more to him.
The idea of failure is okay with me i guess....
I've been single for more than just "a while"
And ive gotten use to the feeling.....
Maybe that's why i wanted the original guy
Too feel past feelings of joy
Am I hoping for to much?
"I Build Myself Up, And Fly Around In Circles, Waiting As My Heart Drops, And My Back Begins Too Tingle"
So the moral to this story is i need a ciggerette lol
Im sad, Tired, Mad, unsure, and heven know's what else /:
I stalk ;; i wait ;; and never do i die away just fade in the background
(Not that anyone notices)
Time for my break.....
But openly accept it lol
I've let myself love someome who will never love me back...
Not because he isn't gay, but because he loves someone else.
Someone who lives near him.
Unlike me.....
Distances is the proble, but life isn't a movie, and traveling there won't end with a happy ending....
What i'd give to talk like we use too, crack jokes like we use too, and smile like idiots cause we had nothing better to do
But basac in each other's smile, because back then they were warm, at least mine as for him.....
"Never mind i'll find someone like you, I wish nothing but the best for you too...."
So while the world is concentrating (Chicago) on 9-11 up date's ill worry about what's important to me
Call me a kid, but i could honestly care less about this 10 year ordeal >.>
For those who lost someone near and dear to them, i'm sorry and i hope that life has been good to you since then
But as for me i was nothing more than a kid then, and now for this topic still am.
"Self profesed, Profound....Till the chip's were down, Now your a Gamblin man....love's a fate resigned...."
This other guy....
Who lives in chicago.....
Yea turn's out he likes someone else i know.....lol?
At first i thought he liked me, and i started to like him.....
Down on all four's, giggling and happy for once i thought he liked me as well but was to shy to say it....
no.......
He likes this guy he works with, and isn't sure if he will ever be anything more to him.
The idea of failure is okay with me i guess....
I've been single for more than just "a while"
And ive gotten use to the feeling.....
Maybe that's why i wanted the original guy
Too feel past feelings of joy
Am I hoping for to much?
"I Build Myself Up, And Fly Around In Circles, Waiting As My Heart Drops, And My Back Begins Too Tingle"
So the moral to this story is i need a ciggerette lol
Im sad, Tired, Mad, unsure, and heven know's what else /:
I stalk ;; i wait ;; and never do i die away just fade in the background
(Not that anyone notices)
Time for my break.....