Im in such a weird, bad mood.  Oh shit, please say my depression isnt going to kick in, not today, not now, not again.  You know what will happen if that happens.  Im really worried, I dont know whats going on right now.  I think school is depressing me, and not going to be able to see Rob a lot, and having to work, and having to do well in ( Read more... )

I feel very stressed ( Read more... )

I don't know if I'm up for it.
*sigh*
Something new..?
*sigh*
I just want to sleep forever..

For is anything to be explained ( Read more... )

You know what?
I hate this.  I cant stand this.  How come I am doing so terrible?  I am so depressed just because of one thing.  One thing.  But how can I even measure that.. I cant just be like, "Ohh... its only one course"  Because then I'll just be saying that everywhere else.  Oh, its only one guy.  Oh, its only one life.  Like fuck..

"I need to go on the internet, I'm so stupid.  Internet.  Stupid.  Stupid.  Internet.  Stupid.  Stupid.  Pain.  Stupid.  Tragedy.  Stupid.  Missing.  Stupid.  Love.  Stupid.  Care.  Stupid.  Love.  Stupid.  Care.  Stupid.  Loss.  Stupid.  Fuck-up.  Stupid.  Isolation.  Stupid.  Hate.  Stupid.  Self.  Stupid.  Alone.  Stupid.  Lost.  Stupid.  Gone ( Read more... )

I suppose that people who are young never get to intake what elders get to experience.  I suppose anyone who isn't up to par with the elders isn't good enough to be  treated with real respect.  There is no real respect taken into consideration when you're under a certain maturity.  And I suppose I am under that bar.  This is the bar that defines ( Read more... )

Position.
Meaning of the position of the card in reading.  The context you should be reading the card meaning in.
The identification of the card. R=Reversed  or N=Normal 
The meaning of the card, in the selection of the card area.

A: This card indicates what part of your life the reading will address.  It may refer to a situation that is currently ( Read more... )

Why the fuck is there so much lonliness out there ( Read more... )

Everyone's just marching around. Pretending they know everything, pretending they know themselves. When really all they know is that they are trying to grab attention away from everyones eyes. The harder you step, the louder the noise you make. The louder you eat, the more annoyed people are with you. The more you talk about every little ( Read more... )