I know I haven't updated in awhile, and I still don't feel like I have the energy to give a real update. However, I wanted to post my Walk for Lupus Now page for my livejournal friends. Here's the link:

http://donate.lupus.org/goto/natashawerbowI'm trying to raise money for the Lupus Foundation of America to support education and research for ( Read more... )

I'm starting to think that true happiness is never going to happen for me. Instead I spend so much of my time trying to make others happy and it's exhausting. Especially when I keep realizing they don't even need it. If I keep giving so much of myself, pretty soon there isn't going to be anything left.

I hate myself.

Yosemite was extremely fun... I didn't have cellphone reception the entire time we were there, which was actually kind of nice. It was just me, Alex, and nature, with no interruptions. We had fun making camp fires, going to bed early in our cosy little tent, and hiking all day. It was super relaxing (well, maybe not the hiking all day part haha ( Read more... )

I was hired by the Orange County Department of Education (ACCESS Division)! I interviewed with the clinical director, Kalia, yesterday morning. She described the training program to me and I really really liked it. I'll be working with kids and teens who were removed from regular high schools and are in alternative programs. There is a wide ( Read more... )

I had a final yesterday for Professional Ethics and Law. I thought it was hard ( Read more... )

I should be getting ready for work right now but I have a horrible headache (as usual) and it makes it hard for me to do anything. I'm starting to get a little worried too because if these headaches keep persisting I don't know how I can possibly finish my last paper before the due date. I'm not sure how long I'll last today at work, but I need ( Read more... )

I just went to the gym for the first time in a week and it felt great. I decided I wasn't going to fuck around and set the elliptical to a resistance of 10. I sweated profusely and it was amazing. When I was done I texted Sean telling him we should meet tonight for weights and he's down for it. I'm going to the gym twice today... lolol. Let's ( Read more... )

I'm really only updating for the sake of updating I guess because it's been awhile. Not because I have anything really worth updating about.

I'm trying to take care of myself. I signed up for a membership at Massage Envy. I'll be paying $59/month for it which I feel is a good deal even though it's a lot of money for me. But I feel like I ( Read more... )

I haven't been doing too well. I feel like crap just about every day. I have constant headaches and other aches all over my body. I feel tired all day long even if I manage to get a rare good night's sleep. I'm stressed out. I had a great time with Ash last night but I drank too much and now I'm suffering the consequences because my body can't ( Read more... )

I was stupid. By yesterday afternoon I felt so much better and decided I HAD to leave the house or I was going to go crazy. I went shopping with my mom and got a few pretty new things to wear ( Read more... )