New journal's at http://fragmentedtots.vox.com/ .

Some entries are friends-only, let me know if any of you need an invite. :)

Moved to Vox....am not sure if it'll be a permanent move or not. This LJ has been with me through all the good and bad times, but I guess it's always good to close a chapter and open another. In a way I hope I'll leave the depressive side of me behind here, and move on to better times with the new journal. The only thing holding me back is the ( Read more... )

The past few months had kinda been traumatic for me. Then again, most of my life has been traumatic anyway ( Read more... )

任我出去任我飛　遊蕩兩日又重踏這地
沒有牽掛就會死　難道我靈魂被你收起
自己都管不了自己　太多錯誤經已因你起
我都知　再找你　連幸福都要放棄

其實你有多好　到別處碰不到　至令我重返這條路
臨近晚節不保　卻行到這一步　難道天空海闊再無芳草

＊願我可以學會放低你　就讓我重頭來過物色新知己
　望著你的臉如山水一般優美　要走的我總企在原地

願我可以絕到踢走你　但是我如何能拒絕張開的臂
　自問我可以贏你但喜歡輸給你　猶像你親於我自己
　我怎可以　一刀切下來　親手傷你＊

其實你有多好　到別處碰不到　美麗到危險的程度
臨近晚節不保　卻行到這一步　沿路的山丘已化成焦土

我只可以將心割下來　親手給你

I read a line from a long-lost friend's blog, she said there's only a thin line between hope and delusion. Which is a concept I've come to terms with lately, it's just that she managed to sum it up in a short string of words ( Read more... )

One I love with selfish expectations, the other I love almost unconditionally ( Read more... )

As much as I am happy to have found my twin flame, it is not easy to be strong about it. I feel as though as my soul is calling out for her all the time, it is a fine line between knowing that we both have our individual journeys to complete, and wallowing in despair when she's not around me. It is just so easy to feel as though a big part of me is ( Read more... )

When do you know it's the right time? When the time comes you will just know ( Read more... )

I am kinda excited to share this with you guys. I had been lost, confused, but I've found peace...for now. I stumbled by this article so co-incidentally just when I was feeling so blue. It was talking about soulmates and twin flames. I wasn't on any astrology, self-healing or spiritual site. I was on a gay/lesbian portal that I frequent. So I was ( Read more... )

When does one actually know, that you've found "the one ( Read more... )