I always want what I can't have. But what happens when what I can't have wants me, even though what I can't have can't have me? I'm so smart.

I've really gotta work on this.

Last entry about him, I promise.

Everything finally came to a head the other night. Talking to him on the phone could have been a mistake, but I think that it was the best thing that I could have done right now. I told him no more phone calls, no more emails, no more letters. No more contact. I hope I made the right decision.

I realized tonight how much I love photography. I love looking at it and I love doing it. I think I should take more pictures, and then post them for you guys to critique. Or maybe I'll just keep them for myself so I can continue to think I'm good at it. Nothing like others' opinions to bring you down ( Read more... )

what a positive experience i'm going through right now. well, it isn't right now, but in the future it will be ( Read more... )

You've read tons of them, laughed at most of them and maybe even though of creating one yourself. Well, here is my very own "list of things to do before I die". Don't punish me for being such a loser :) By the way, I'm allowed to add things that I've already done that I feel are important, so hah ( Read more... )

i can't believe i just woke up half an hour ago. ick. it's my own fault; i stayed up until 2 this morning watching sex and the city. has anyone else had the unfortunate experience of finding out how addicting that show is ( Read more... )

i almost forgot ( Read more... )

isn't this awesome; i'm updating and it's not too long since my last one. go me ( Read more... )

the need to vent is setting in, so be forwarned that the following entry contains a lot of bitching, bashing, breaking down, complaining and anything else i feel like doing. if you don't like it, don't read it ( Read more... )

i'm so lazy about this thing anymore. and i don't even have an excuse, it's not like i have a full schedule or anything ( Read more... )