Some things never change, but the things that don't change are sometimes stupid and I want to kick them ( Read more... )

I don't mean to only ever come here and write when I'm sad, but I guess that's the time when I feel like I need to the most ( Read more... )

I just want love. And help. And someone to be my friend and miss me.

No one does though. They haven't for years. No one has needed me any further than what I can do for them.

I think it's the only reason I've ever had friends.

I wish someone would have the motivation or desire to prove me wrong.

I don't know how to cope with life ( Read more... )

My doctor failed to turn in the paperwork I specifically asked her to, in order for me to protect my ass and make sure any absences related to my disability are logged as such and not as 'this employee is irresponsible or incompetent ( Read more... )

Also to all of you who have been here for me in any way,

I do love and remember and acknowledge you, and think about you when I am feeling small and insignificant.

I did want to say that. Even if I don't talk to you, there are people I feel close to here. And I love you guys and want the best for you.

I hope this makes sense.

The day finally came ( Read more... )

Oh. On the medical front, I still can't seem to eat. Seriously. I eat once a day, very small amounts--not by choice. Food turns my stomach over, I have no appetite, a lot of foods make me sick and I just really can't handle food ( Read more... )

in shorter more concerning news, I can't really seem to eat. My doctor does not know if this is a psych symptom or a physical one and is doing her best to treat the psych ones before they have to do ultrasounds/GI stuff ( Read more... )

Went to the doctor ( Read more... )