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My doctor failed to turn in the paperwork I specifically asked her to, in order for me to protect my ass and make sure any absences related to my disability are logged as such and not as 'this employee is irresponsible or incompetent '
She didn't
I tried to make follow up appointments and was told not to.
My medications got cut off.
The one she switched me to that made me horrifically sick, I called and said 'I can't take this please let me know when we can works something else out'
when I called to chew this horrific terrible bitches ass out, she refills the prescription that makes me beyond sick. The one I mentioned Couldn't take and was throwing away.
I haven't heard back since despite multiple phone calls.
Going to report her to any medical agency and OHP also. But I'm low income and have been treated that way and no one will probably ever give a fuck despite the fact that the medication she is denying me is what allows me to continue coming to work without leaving early to purchase a gun and putting a bullet in my head.
not dramatics not a cry for help, just objectively how I feel every day. I just am exhausted and I want it to end and I'm tired of feeling sick. And she doesn't help and treats me like a druggie or something, I can only assume since she snarls at me every time I mention what isn't working and how much I want help. I told her I don't care if it's a vitamin supplement, just please help me feel better.
I hate my job. I hate it. I hate being screamed at by people with no concept of reality and screamed at more because people don't understand how the owlrd works and want to act like I specifically caused their issue and also I hate the fact I have to deal with a huge group of fucking idiots who refuse to do their jobs because they can just pawn it off on me/my department.
I am just so so so tired and frustrated. I want to go back to school. I can't keep fucking doing this or I'll flip out an I'll end up in a bad spot. I am trying really hard. Ih ate this. I hate it. I hate it. I hate everyone.
except my dog. I love him. and lucas.
and a few other friends I haven't spoken to much, you all know who you are. I love you.
Just as usual I am sad and I am tired and I do not know what to do.
I just need help. please help me find another job, please let me go back to and focuss on school. I can't keep doing this.
She didn't
I tried to make follow up appointments and was told not to.
My medications got cut off.
The one she switched me to that made me horrifically sick, I called and said 'I can't take this please let me know when we can works something else out'
when I called to chew this horrific terrible bitches ass out, she refills the prescription that makes me beyond sick. The one I mentioned Couldn't take and was throwing away.
I haven't heard back since despite multiple phone calls.
Going to report her to any medical agency and OHP also. But I'm low income and have been treated that way and no one will probably ever give a fuck despite the fact that the medication she is denying me is what allows me to continue coming to work without leaving early to purchase a gun and putting a bullet in my head.
not dramatics not a cry for help, just objectively how I feel every day. I just am exhausted and I want it to end and I'm tired of feeling sick. And she doesn't help and treats me like a druggie or something, I can only assume since she snarls at me every time I mention what isn't working and how much I want help. I told her I don't care if it's a vitamin supplement, just please help me feel better.
I hate my job. I hate it. I hate being screamed at by people with no concept of reality and screamed at more because people don't understand how the owlrd works and want to act like I specifically caused their issue and also I hate the fact I have to deal with a huge group of fucking idiots who refuse to do their jobs because they can just pawn it off on me/my department.
I am just so so so tired and frustrated. I want to go back to school. I can't keep fucking doing this or I'll flip out an I'll end up in a bad spot. I am trying really hard. Ih ate this. I hate it. I hate it. I hate everyone.
except my dog. I love him. and lucas.
and a few other friends I haven't spoken to much, you all know who you are. I love you.
Just as usual I am sad and I am tired and I do not know what to do.
I just need help. please help me find another job, please let me go back to and focuss on school. I can't keep doing this.