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I don't mean to only ever come here and write when I'm sad, but I guess that's the time when I feel like I need to the most.
I wanted to call my dad today really badly.
I don't know why I am being so silly. I saw friends today, which is extremely rare for me. It was nice. My dog was kind of a jerk, but otherwise it was okay.
I'm really tired and really anxious. I am just not on all my medications because i'm trying to find a new doctor and being without is really really hard.
I don't really have anyone in my life to talk to about this stuff. Nobody really gets it, my dad always did.
I have gotten used to no social life and not much enjoyment from most things but I guess my basket-casedness has become pretty terrible over the last year or two.
I am doing my best. I just wish I still had my dad to talk to.
I wanted to call my dad today really badly.
I don't know why I am being so silly. I saw friends today, which is extremely rare for me. It was nice. My dog was kind of a jerk, but otherwise it was okay.
I'm really tired and really anxious. I am just not on all my medications because i'm trying to find a new doctor and being without is really really hard.
I don't really have anyone in my life to talk to about this stuff. Nobody really gets it, my dad always did.
I have gotten used to no social life and not much enjoyment from most things but I guess my basket-casedness has become pretty terrible over the last year or two.
I am doing my best. I just wish I still had my dad to talk to.