Hopefully this will be a quick update since I should really get in the shower because I only have three hours till I'm getting picked up. But anyway…

Wednesday is my iQuit day. It's the day I'm going smoke free. I'm going to trade the smokes in for Nicorette lozenges. I also have a twelve week plan set up for weaning off the lozenges. I'm really ( Read more... )

Holy shit! The past 24 hours have been so crazy. First Padraig told me he never wanted to talk to me again and I was so fucking broken that I spent most of yesterday trying not to break down. But when my case manager Lene showed up, it was all I could do to just breathe and talk to her. For a good fifteen minutes I couldn't even tell her what was ( Read more... )

My last post was of me admitting I was in love with Padraig… I don't even know what to write tonight, except that I have no fucking clue anymore.

Maybe I should have listened when Padraig said he was an asshole. Maybe I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up. It seems like no matter what I get my hopes up about, they always get crushed to dust. With ( Read more... )

So today I had two, count 'em two, of my closest friends tell me I'm in love with Padraig. And you know what? I hate when my friends are right. Fuckers.

Thing is, until singsingasong said it-as she's my bestest and closest friend-I didn't want to admit it. But tonight she said, Obvi you're in love. To which I replied, Fuck. You think so? Then singsingasong said, smitten, ( Read more... )

So it's been a while. But here's a little update type thing. There's a guy; a cute, talented, funny, grumpy guy who makes me have all kinds of feels. And he likes me, too.

Do you know how long it's been since a guy was interested in me? Since I was fifteen. When I was raped. I haven't let anyone be interested in me since, no matter how much I felt ( Read more... )

So this post should have been written on Wednesday. But I'm writing it now, on Friday night. This is re: the worst day ever post.

Basically, I had my financial aid suspended because I wasn't meeting the Satisfactory Academic Progress guidelines by only having a 50% credit completion rate. Apparently you need a 67%. But my GPA is a 3.67 so that's ( Read more... )

Title / Chapter: Fight or Flight (11/11)
Author: amanda: jaclyn’s twin sister / writefiction
Beta: scorpio_15
Artist: adobejunkie
Pairing: Kradam
Rating: NC-17 (over all)
Notes: First written for all_unwritten writing prompt #234: I can’t be trusted. Continued for kradambigbang Round 4.
Other Notes: Kris and Katy weren’t married when he was on Idol, but they were dating.
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Title / Chapter: Fight or Flight (10/11)
Author: amanda: jaclyn’s twin sister / writefiction
Beta: scorpio_15
Artist: adobejunkie
Pairing: Kradam
Rating: NC-17 (over all)
Notes: First written for all_unwritten writing prompt #234: I can’t be trusted. Continued for kradambigbang Round 4.
Other Notes: Kris and Katy weren’t married when he was on Idol, but they were dating.
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Warnings: ( Read more... )

Title / Chapter: Fight or Flight (09/11)
Author: amanda: jaclyn’s twin sister / writefiction
Beta: scorpio_15
Artist: adobejunkie
Pairing: Kradam
Rating: NC-17 (over all)
Notes: First written for all_unwritten writing prompt #234: I can’t be trusted. Continued for kradambigbang Round 4.
Other Notes: Kris and Katy weren’t married when he was on Idol, but they were dating.
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Warnings: ( Read more... )

Title / Chapter: Fight or Flight (08/11)
Author: amanda: jaclyn’s twin sister / writefiction
Beta: scorpio_15
Artist: adobejunkie
Pairing: Kradam
Rating: NC-17 over all
Notes: First written for all_unwritten writing prompt #234: I can’t be trusted. Continued for kradambigbang Round 4.
Other Notes: Kris and Katy weren’t married when he was on Idol, but they were dating.
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Warnings: ( Read more... )