This evening Ecamer was acting a bit more odd then usual. I questioned him, he said he was just stressing about something and didn't really want to speak about it because he said it was not important. This was at dinner. Three hours later I noticed he was sighing a bit more, and his over-all body language was rather tense. I questioned him again ( Read more... )

So.. yesterday I woke up crying after my hour of sleep. Actually I was crying in my sleep, and when I woke was when I calmed down. I had a nightmare.. at least to me it was (obviously). If anyone else had the dream, they probably would have been like "wtf?" and moved on with their lives. But for me, this was not the case. It was too close to ( Read more... )

Ivy: can a person be "in love" but not happy at all? I mean.. if they were with the person they were in love with.. can they still be 'unhappy' with life? wouldnt being with the person you were in love with, negate the unhappiness you would feel if you were alone and therefore make you happy.. at least to some small degree?

Vorashal Yeah, you can ( Read more... )

I have been avoiding writing about this like the plague. I don't like to think about it, no matter what it may mean ( Read more... )

This morning I was talking to Ecamer about the young man that Kindergoth is so excited over. His name is Giovonni. He is half Italian/Hispanic. Very handsome young man. And the following conversation took place ( Read more... )

Well, my paid account for LJ just expired. I am now reduced to 5 icons. *cry ( Read more... )

So last night, I dressed up Kindergoth and we made our way to the concert. We got there about 20 mins before the doors opened. Only a small handful of people were there at that time, so it went rather well. As time went on, the place started getting crowded and I was both pleased and dismayed to see that very few of the parents actually bothered to ( Read more... )

That's all it took to fill up my tank from below half today. That's $1.69 a gallon. The last time I seen that price was when I was in my early 20's. (Good God.. I feel old just saying that.) I can actually pin-point exactly what my life was like back then. What I was doing, where I worked, who I was dating... everything. And to be honest, despite ( Read more... )

I don't have an icon for that, but only because I have been way too busy to make one ( Read more... )

So Kindergoth is ready to be in school. You would think that everything is great. However, due to a new law of some sorts, she has to have a dental appointment at least scheduled (as well as a physical but I can handle that ( Read more... )