HAPPY EASTER!!!!!!!!!

Well, I know i said that i wasn't going to do it, but I spent the last 3 hours at work editing every journal entry I ever made. This means that I am going to have to take work home tonight and make up the 3 hours, but I feel better about it now. I find myself being afraid of what he is going to do next. I think he is out to hurt me now. I feel ( Read more... )

Ok. So I get a call from the husband last night asking me not to use his name in my journal because someone could figure out who he is and have the wrong opinion of him because of the things I write. I have edited my profile to take out my email address and I have made it so my location does not show up on my User Info page. I was trying to make ( Read more... )

Okay. I am feeling very drained. I can't really find the energy to be upset or angry. Instead, I am feeling very tired. Tired of all the drama going on surrounding my failed marriage. Apparently my estranged husband is fighting with pretty much everybody and alot of people are angry on my behalf. I can tell you now that appreciate all of you ( Read more... )

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Well, I think that if I can make it through this, I can make it through anything. R came over last night. I did really well all through his time with the kids. Although it was really hard seeing him with them knowing he was going to leave after they went to bed. I did well through the discussion of lawyers and holidays. I was pretty proud of ( Read more... )

Well, I went to see a lawyer today. It was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. I still feel like this isn't real. But at the same time, maybe this is for the best. My hopes as of now are that R and I can remain at least civil to each other and I would like to get to the point where we are able to be around each other without all ( Read more... )

First off I want you all to know that I am doing fine. I appreciate all your words of encouragement and advice from my last post. It means alot to me that you are all so supportive ( Read more... )

Okay, I am currently fighting with the husband. I need to know if I am being overly sensitive or not. Here's the story ( Read more... )

Today I am thankful that I got a call from Texas. They are coming home and will be here for Thanksgiving and then they are going back down on the 25th and packing up their house and moving back here permanently!!!!!! Thank you Goddess, God, The Universe, Budda, Genisha (sp?), etc.!!!!!!!I will get to see my only nephew!!! I will get to see my ( Read more... )