I hate how I'm slowly giving up. I hate it, but I can't help it. I'm so tired. Tired of feeling pathetic, tired of feeling wanted, tired of broken promises and everything else. I just want to forget. Or sleep.

Life is kinda painful, I see my mum waking up at 3. I see my CAP at 3.5. I see myself tugging at the hands of someone walking away. I've ( Read more... )

And so I am back :D Almost done with Semester 1 of my first year in University. Oh my goodness, I AM SO EXCITED TO START MY HOLIDAYS. However, 1 month plus seems really short as compared to the 8-9 months I enjoyed after A's. Oh wells, at least I have holidays, hehe. I'm left with 1 more exam, but I feel like I've lost all motivation to study for ( Read more... )

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading 
From all the things that we are 
But are not saying
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colours of the sky
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive
The ways I loved you
For all the things that never died
To make it through the night
Love will find you

What about now?
What about ( Read more... )

So, I finally found time to update my internet space. :)

University is okay so far, not the best, tempted to say it's bad but I guess I'm dealing with it. Hehe, life's no doubt stressful, really. I feel like I'm constantly catching up, I'm not really on the ball, definitely not ahead, my head is just barely above the water, not exactly easy to ( Read more... )

Here we go, come with me
There's a world out there that we should see
Take my hand, close your eyes
With you right here, I'm a rocketeer
Let's fly~

I hate this feeling, the disappointed and insecure feeling. The feeling of how nobody will ever understand me cause sometimes I don't really know myself. I wonder if anybody will know exactly what I am ( Read more... )

Tired. Jaded. Worn out. School's demanding, I feel like I'm at the bottom of everything.

I now know where I stand, it hurts. It hurts to be misunderstood, to be cast aside. Nobody really knows what I am going through, except you God. Hide me under your wings now, wipe away my tears. Drive out the lonliness, bring back that spark in me.

I think my ( Read more... )

 I love seeing old people holding hands in public. It literally brings a smile to my face and tears to my eyes. It touches me how some people are able to love each other for their whole life. "Till death do us part." It's beautiful really. Quite a long while ago, I saw an elderly man guiding and hobbling step by step with his wife, she was wearing ( Read more... )

 I may not be always right or politically correct, but at least I am genuine and honest. Beat that. 

 

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Insecurities. 
 

 "No one has a right to judge us because no one really knows what we have been through. They may have heard of our stories, but they never did once felt what we felt in our hearts."