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I hate how I'm slowly giving up. I hate it, but I can't help it. I'm so tired. Tired of feeling pathetic, tired of feeling wanted, tired of broken promises and everything else. I just want to forget. Or sleep.
Life is kinda painful, I see my mum waking up at 3. I see my CAP at 3.5. I see myself tugging at the hands of someone walking away. I've never felt so pathetic, lousy and all. I wish somebody will just hug me and tell me everything will be alright, everything is still worth fighting for. I don't even know what I am feeling now. I just feel shitty.
Thanks to whoever have been trying to make me feel better, I guess you know who you are.