If I die young.
Tired. Jaded. Worn out. School's demanding, I feel like I'm at the bottom of everything.
I now know where I stand, it hurts. It hurts to be misunderstood, to be cast aside. Nobody really knows what I am going through, except you God. Hide me under your wings now, wipe away my tears. Drive out the lonliness, bring back that spark in me.
I think my pillow in my room in UTown is sick of me sheding a few drops of tears everynight before I sleep. Maybe it's just me, maybe I'm just weak and sensitive. Wonder if everything that's going on is causing that mild, persistent and throbbing headache. I try to learn tennis, I try to run, I try to laugh, but when everything is over, I'm back to where I started, where I tried to climb out from.
I'm gonna party till dawn today. Forget. Not going home tonight. I feel like I am losing myself.
I love my parents so much, I hope that they know that.
Click to viewLord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know that I'm safe with you when she stands under my colours