I give up. I give up on explaining. I'm resigned, I'm jaded, just think whatever you want to think.

You might never realised that people may not love you the way you want them to, does not mean that they don't love you. This time round, I really give up explaining. 

When the influx of emotions come in, I just feel like curling up and crying to sleep. I guess I usually sweep these emotions underneath the carpet and be busy. 

I'm just a really average girl. I want to be happy. Things that make me happy are pretty floral clothing, nice scents, good wifi, in summary, it's not that hard to make me happy. 

Exams have finally finally ended. For me, I still feel so lost. 

"In three words, I can sum up everything I've learn about life: It goes on." 
-Robert Frost

It sums up everything. Robert Frost, author of one of my favourite poems of all time, "The Road Not Taken". Yes, life goes on. 

Hello November, you're not treating me well.

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If only you knew, but you never will. It doesn't make a difference to you actually. Like dust in the wind. 

Have you ever felt like you're so afraid of losing something? Well, I have, in fact, I feel it every single day. Maybe that's why it makes me so much more grateful for every constant in my life.

I can't really sleep. It's almost 5am and I'm wide awake. My body clock will be back to normal when school starts. 

   And so today, I'm going to blog a really cool entry. Haha, it's gonna feature the pictures of me from sec 2 till now. When I look back at my pictures, it's amazing how much I change on the outside. (Of course there are intangible changes as well, but that's for another entry for another day)

Okay, I decided to add some of my baby pictures!


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Back to this little space of mine. It's been too long since I've blogged. I am so busy now, even though the semester is over.

So, I'm finally done with my freshman year. :)

Time is passing way to quickly for me. I'm still an 18 years old girl at heart. My results in university so far have been pretty dismal, although lots of effort have been put in ( Read more... )

The more you think we’ve drifted apart, the more you are closer to my heart. The lesser amount of time we meet, the more I wish you were just by my seat. (LOL!) The more pampered you get, the lesser I feel sad. Because I know you’re the one for me, like how honey is to bees (LOL!) I wish I’ll be able to spend with you the rest of my life and I will ( Read more... )