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Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading
From all the things that we are
But are not saying
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?
Change the colours of the sky
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive
The ways I loved you
For all the things that never died
To make it through the night
Love will find you
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby before it's too late
What about now?
Every line in the song describes exactly how I feel. I'm really tired. Piled by so much work. It's crazy. I really think I am going crazy. I was just talking to my good friend and his friend over dinner yesterday. Sometimes, I think 19's still really young. I myself have difficulty handling uni life. I can't imagine those scholars who are younger than me. Sometimes I really wanna rip out my hair in frustration as angry tears roll down my face. It's not just the workload. It's everything together.
I thank my parents for trying really hard to understand. At first they didn't, but I'm so happy that they did. They made it easier. I love my dad. For trying his best for me, for us all the time. Even fulfilling my wants, even something as materialistic as a Mac. I'm so tired.
I'm so glad, I have Hazel around in Tembusu.