so this is the IM i woke up to at my away message this morning:
"liz green. this is ________. (p.s. my screen names gay, i know) anyway. your pictures are the most beautiful things ive seen in my life. i cant explain how truly amazing they really are. they are the epitome of life and thats just so real and they make me want to ... be you. ummmm ( Read more... )

life and my brain need to cut this movie crap out. i'm at the point where i ride around on my bike when i'm upset and can just see myself getting hit by a car, and dying, and dying with this unfinished purpose and leftover anger and unresolved issues. and i can see my funeral afew days later where people i have conflicts with are completely ( Read more... )

i miss matt. blegh.

i havent updated this in a really long time. probably because i've been drunk. not like last night was an exception or anything.. but i saw cursive so i thought that was worthy of a livejournal update. all i have to say is tim kasher > connor oberst.

heres pictures. (they're shitty because they're stills from a video i took of some red handed ( Read more... )

today i was slaughtered by make-up french quizzes but the feeling of overall relief to be finished with make-up work has thankfully consumed the feeling of failure ( Read more... )

so lately i've been thinking a lot about how i relate certain musicians/bands/rappers to specific people; and i decided that i want to make a list.

coldplay - caitlin delaney ( Read more... )

school ended, i got my portfolio into english, blah blah. i didnt feel sad about leaving until i was driving away from the building. we listened to T.S.R. and as soon as tom started singing i felt myself getting teary. katie and i screamed and sang as loud as we could as we drove down brook street. i was crying pretty hard by the end of the song.

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so friday was the sava art show, where all the art from elementary to high school gets displayed, and the seniors get to have individual setups and show their work

it went really really really really well.

i never get to show my stuff, so i was pretty giddy and i got so much positive (and some negative) feedback. fkjsdgf
i was all over the place and ( Read more... )

i wish i could be one of those life-altering girls from a movie. one of those girls who the male lead meets in an every day situation and winds up having her make him completely feel like life is worth living. every now and then i like to tell myself that i'm somewhat like that, but i think i'm just having a momentary fit of optimism.

i feel like i need to go take a walk and scream at the top of my lungs. i dont know what i need to do, but i need to do something ( Read more... )