i'm always content when i'm on the road. i cant explain it without sounding like a rambling moron but i just put myself in the moment and everything feels like some alternate universe, like i'm on film, like the whole moment is being documented and theres someone watching and remarking about how brilliant the shot is set up and how the soundtrack ( Read more... )

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it has occurred to me that maybe one of the reasons that yesterday was so wonderful was because it was wonderful as a whole. normally i'll have a day that will either start off shitty and then i'll end up having a great night, or i'll have a great day and then come home and it will be completely ruined. but not yesterday. yesterday started out ( Read more... )

today was fucking wonderful i am incredibly giddy right now

blah blah. mr tornetta called my house and had a cute chat with my mom about how i dont do any work but i'm great anyway. shes a bitch and had a 4 hour temper tantrum so i left and took a walk around the old junior high. then later kerri and kelsey picked me up. we went to the beach and walked around until we realized our feet were purple and then ( Read more... )

so you know how i previously mentioned my dilemma of speaking and immediately regretting opening my mouth? well today i created another example to add to a long list. i did my current events project for tornetta about a gay german cannibal who met his prey via internet and then proceeded to murder him. at his original trial this man only received 8 ( Read more... )

sometimes i really just want to punch certain people in the face and tell them to shut the fuck up. the lack of compassion and overwhelming abundance of narcissism in people i know is sickening and honestly makes me sad.

i wish i was a rock. rocks dont live, they dont think, they dont love, or sleep, have nightmares, get their hopes up, break bones, cry, hurt. rocks just are. they dont have to worry if they look fat, if their hair looks okay, if people make fun of them, if the other rocks are talking about them behind their backs. they dont have to make decisions. ( Read more... )

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