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school ended, i got my portfolio into english, blah blah. i didnt feel sad about leaving until i was driving away from the building. we listened to T.S.R. and as soon as tom started singing i felt myself getting teary. katie and i screamed and sang as loud as we could as we drove down brook street. i was crying pretty hard by the end of the song.
everyone always signs eachother yearbooks "we should hang out this summer!" sometimes they even leave a number, but nothing ever really happens with it. its a bunch of empty promises and fake enthusiasm. except for this year. the last day of school, and what did i do? i hung out with pretty much everyone who wrote "hang out with me!" in my yearbook. we had sayville players awards, i got "the androgynous actor award" for my sweet cross dressing, my dad was pretty proud of that one... i also got an honorable mention and a metal blah blah. then after i went out with c-dids, pooka, mer, scho, and ducky. i love them a lot. we drove around in the monsoon, listened to a fantastic mix that caitlin made. Then the next night i went to ash's, with the same group, plus more of my favorites. i saw andrea and eric cardonna for the first time since emma's funeral. i saw ash who i missed so fucking much. caitlin kept telling me how happy she was to be hanging out with me. it could have been because she was incredibly drunk but i think she really meant it. everyone was just really happy. i love nights like that. gahhhh. i'm getting giddy just thinking a bout i t. theres a lot more but theres no way to convey how great that night was in text. you really just had to be there.
everyone always signs eachother yearbooks "we should hang out this summer!" sometimes they even leave a number, but nothing ever really happens with it. its a bunch of empty promises and fake enthusiasm. except for this year. the last day of school, and what did i do? i hung out with pretty much everyone who wrote "hang out with me!" in my yearbook. we had sayville players awards, i got "the androgynous actor award" for my sweet cross dressing, my dad was pretty proud of that one... i also got an honorable mention and a metal blah blah. then after i went out with c-dids, pooka, mer, scho, and ducky. i love them a lot. we drove around in the monsoon, listened to a fantastic mix that caitlin made. Then the next night i went to ash's, with the same group, plus more of my favorites. i saw andrea and eric cardonna for the first time since emma's funeral. i saw ash who i missed so fucking much. caitlin kept telling me how happy she was to be hanging out with me. it could have been because she was incredibly drunk but i think she really meant it. everyone was just really happy. i love nights like that. gahhhh. i'm getting giddy just thinking a bout i t. theres a lot more but theres no way to convey how great that night was in text. you really just had to be there.