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He told me that he wasn’t interested in me in that way. I can accept that. I mean, I have no choice really. If he doesn’t want to date me, I can’t really change his mind. I’m not sure I’d want to date him if I could. He has a strong mind, like me. I’m pretty sure that’s ( Read more... )

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It seems like lately, life has been pissing on me every chance it gets. The job’s great, really it is, but half the time I feel like it’s the only good part of my life. I feel like I make everybody I know miserable. I fuck things up constantly, and my friends are stuck ( Read more... )

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I seriously need to draw more. And I need to write more. Hell, I have a lot of things I need to do more. I guess I’m just lazy. Or maybe I want to do too much. *shrugs* I dunno. But the drawing and writing, I definitely need to do more of.

Hanging out with my mom and ( Read more... )

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I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again: I hate being sick. I woke up last night because I felt awful, and ended up having a nice session of prayer to the porcelain gods. It hurt, too. I ended up calling off work today, even. I was feeling kinda dizzy last night at work ( Read more... )

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My job’s going pretty well lately. My only complaints are that my feet hurt sooooooooooooo much, and that I’ve yet to really learn where everything is, so I have to keep using the “I’m new” excuse whenever customers ask me where something is. But at least I’m working with ( Read more... )

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I have this great big urge to write in here, but I don’t know what to write about. Work’s been going pretty awesome. I’m almost through my training, so I’ll be on a register by my lonesome soon. Kinda scary, but I’m pretty sure I can do it. I have before, after all. Tim ( Read more... )

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Well, it looks like we’re going to put her up on Craig’s List, for $500 or so. Other than her fucked window, and equally fucked control panel, she’s in great condition for a ‘93. Even the stereo is nice (maybe that’s why they tried to steal it). Then comes the fun part: ( Read more... )

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I’ve got the bulk of the party planned, it looks like. It’s going to be Thursday, the 9th. I would’ve had it tomorrow, on my birthday, but I just plain didn’t start planning soon enough. Bad Amber, no lazy. But anyway, I’ve got two things already going in motion. I’m ( Read more... )

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But at least I think I’ve figured out what to do for my party. I’mma have me a Halloween birthday! I always envied the kids born in October, because they could have costume parties for their birthday. Well, fuck conventions, I’m having a Halloween birthday party in April! ( Read more... )

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I’m not completely sure why, but right now I feel drugged-sleepy. You know the feeling, like you just chugged a bottle of NyQuil? The thing is, I haven’t taken anything that would cause that effect. All I’ve had so far today was my morning Lithium, Ibuprofen, and some Rite ( Read more... )