Your birthday came and went last week. The years somehow keep passing by. And here I am for the first time in months - crying. I know it isn't what you want but I think you'd know it isn't a real sadness. It truly is a beautiful love. I can't stop missing you ( Read more... )

I have the best friends. And they are spread across most of the eastern United States... And I am very good at making close, personal relationships. I am not the life of the party but when I connect with someone I do so to the fullest extent that I can ( Read more... )

I will be 24 years old tomorrow. For all intents and purposes I am 24 years old. I am an adult. I am self-sufficient ( Read more... )

Today was a good day. I have not study enough for my exam but honestly I also don't care. I think I will do alright and this course is not as pertinent to being a clinician so maybe if I don't master the material that will be okay. But also I think high school Ashley has kicked back to life because if I don't 4. tomorrow I will be very heartbroken ( Read more... )

Hey guys - Remember that time I 4.0 my first semester of PA School????? Yeah ( Read more... )

My dad went into the ED for chest pain this week. He is fine. He is...a bit of a hypochondriac so we all figured he would be fine. But for 6 or so hours he was there with my mom and no one could get a hold of either of them. And no one knew what was happening. No one knew what would happen next. And it really freaked me out. It made me realize how ( Read more... )

You know the saddest, happiest thing in my whole life? I still cry for my Grandma. For how much she was loved, for how much she is missed, for how quickly life took her, for how scared and alone I still feel sometimes knowing she isn't there. I don't mean a sad smile and a little tear although I do get those enough in her name. I mean gut wrenching ( Read more... )

I have Red by Taylor Swift stuck in my head. And I don't know how I feel. I miss having someone to love with head over heels consuming passion but I know that it is 1. rare 2. not lasting and 3. impossible with my current time restraints ( Read more... )

What do I do? I see you texting on the phone and it is some girl and immediately I feel 19 again and at any minute I will see a text about you and her after a shower, kissing, etc ( Read more... )

I used to laugh at adults when they complained about how fast the time goes. But now I can only agree ( Read more... )