We are officially two weeks into the insanity work out. And oh my God. It is amazing. I mean it is awful and I sweat like crazy. But I feel amazing. I don't know if I have lost any weight. But honestly, I do not care at all. I am so much stronger and happier and fit - weight seems irrelevant. So that is the main focus for my life ( Read more... )

I was leaving work and reached into the drawer to get my cash and debit card. Then I thought if I take that home I will end up buying food that I don't need tonight. But then we had discussed getting Insomnia since they put one in near our apartment so I grabbed five dollars. Now it is dinner time and I desperately want McDonald's or Red Robin but ( Read more... )

I will be honest. I truly dislike Chris Brown and Rihanna. When ever a song by either person comes on I changes the station. The exception being Forever. Somewhere inside of me I become 18 and free again when that song comes on. I know can never be so young at heart the way I was back then. Trusting doesn't come as easily, I am guarded. If at all ( Read more... )

January - I weigh how much? 165 pounds? No way. No way. Well, what a motivation to drop 10 pounds in a month. First time living away from Jordan. Things are going well ( Read more... )

Life is good. I don't know- I mean I don't like my job. I mean some days it is great. But some days it seriously sucks. I love my family. But I hate driving back and forth every weekend. I have NO IDEA if I will get into a PA school. Then what? Well, nursing at LCC and if that doesn't work out- definitely going into hiding ( Read more... )

It's for the best we get our distance ( Read more... )

With just over 1 year until my next bridesmaid appearance it is time to get my act together. So as of this morning I am 155.3. And on Oct 1st 2013 I will (hopefully) be 140 once again. A girl can dream and a girl can work hard. So far, so good. Went for a run, ate probably half of what I normally would ( Read more... )

Your mother ( Read more... )

I am always available to a friend in need. But a phone call is better than a text message, generally ( Read more... )

One year and two days ago my life was irrevocably changed. I spent the night before that in the Gulf of Mexico joking about running away. Hiding in someone's beach house and never returning to Michigan. Even now this brings me so much guilt. Because while I was 'plotting my escape' from a truly blessed, and fortunate life, my grandma was dying. ( Read more... )