i made it to california. twas quite an experience. i've been here a little over a month.. everythings great :) i love andrew.. more than i've ever felt before. he's great.. havent had internet for a month.. just found out there was a mobile for livejournal which i'm extremely happy about. i finallyy got a job.. at subway lol. i'm gonna be the store ( Read more... )

Just wanted to say I got a new journal. amburgerrr

I've become such a whiney bitch in this journal. Even I'm annoyed by it.

I broke another goal but whatever. My problem is I need to break my goals into as small as possible, so when I accomplish it, I have that amazing feeling of accomplishment, and my mind is set to ease and I will continue to move further. But there are just so many things I want to change it's very over whelming at this point. And a lot of it takes ( Read more... )

I'm feeling a little sad tonight. And wanting to jump the gun on the goals I want to accomplish and I keep forgetting I have to continue to take small steps forward so I don't lunge myself 10 steps backwards in the process. I have definitely learned my lesson; I will tell you that. As long as I move slowly and steadily I will accomplish exactly ( Read more... )

February will be a good month for me. I will make it a good month for me. I will do the best that I can, and not give up ( Read more... )

Fuck, I just watched "He's Just Not That Into You", and cried, when people got together. Literally bawled my eyes out when GiGi and Alex got together, and when Neil proposed to Beth finally ( Read more... )

Did I take the right road when I came to the fork in the road? Did I really walk down the one where things progressively work out better for me? Please say I did. Please don't tell me this is one of those roads that you think are good, but end up being the worst in the end ( Read more... )

I just realized why I'm so unhappy. It's kind of liberating ( Read more... )

i am now a shift leader at work! thats right. promotion and raise, and i get to have more control over people. pah. take that assholes. i work my ass off - thats why i got lots of hours and thats why i'm yo boss now.

( its long )