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I'm feeling a little sad tonight. And wanting to jump the gun on the goals I want to accomplish and I keep forgetting I have to continue to take small steps forward so I don't lunge myself 10 steps backwards in the process. I have definitely learned my lesson; I will tell you that. As long as I move slowly and steadily I will accomplish exactly what I need, but if I don't have some sort of accomplishment in the next few days I can see myself going back to the dark place.
Work has been going really well lately, and thats my biggest plus right now. I haven't given one of my days away or called off at work in 2 weeks. Thats a huge accomplishment for me. I have also tried to be more responsible with my money lately and it lasts me more than just 2 or 3 days, which is great.
But there are so many things I want to be able to do and I know I have to start making small steps towards other goals too. But I'm so exhausted I can't bring myself to start.
I really want everything to just be good now, and I could really use some emotional support right now, yet my person is non existent. He is not by my side. Who are you? Where are you? And why aren't you here when I need you?
Work has been going really well lately, and thats my biggest plus right now. I haven't given one of my days away or called off at work in 2 weeks. Thats a huge accomplishment for me. I have also tried to be more responsible with my money lately and it lasts me more than just 2 or 3 days, which is great.
But there are so many things I want to be able to do and I know I have to start making small steps towards other goals too. But I'm so exhausted I can't bring myself to start.
I really want everything to just be good now, and I could really use some emotional support right now, yet my person is non existent. He is not by my side. Who are you? Where are you? And why aren't you here when I need you?