Here comes the sun, and I say it's alright.
Did I take the right road when I came to the fork in the road? Did I really walk down the one where things progressively work out better for me? Please say I did. Please don't tell me this is one of those roads that you think are good, but end up being the worst in the end.
Not only did I get a promotion and a raise at work, and more hours.. but I have an interview at Professional Cleaning Services at 1pm on Monday afternoon. He sounded like he had only 3 open interviews for the position and he wanted to hire quickly.. hopefully, this works out for me. This is the place that is my starting point. This is one of those businesses that I was saying would hire someone with tons of customer service background but no front desk experience. This is my stepping stone.
Can I do this? Can I hold on to this feeling? How long will this last? How long will it be before my RMD kicks in and I give up and become a zombie again? Can I really slowly turn my life around? Everyone, please be thinking of me. I could really use any thing at this point.
Whats better, is that I feel fine, I feel content, and I am alone. Sure, after what Kendra told me I was a little sad. But you know, of course, I'm always going to miss and love him. She just brought that realization to light. But it's never going to feel like it did before. And now I know my life is destine to go in another direction. A better direction. And the reason why none of these fools worked out is because they weren't the right direction, and because I am not ready for that just yet. I have a lot of work to do, and I can't put it aside to make someone else happy. And when I do find someone they'll support me in every decision and not ask me to compromise. They will be going in the same direction as me.
I feel so enlightened the last few days. I really have been in a great mood, better than I have in months. I feel truly calm and content. I am enjoying just being alive. I can get out of bed. I owe this to a few of my friends. Thank you for talking to me, thank you for helping me see what I needed to see, and thank you for believing I was resilient enough to do so.
"Here comes the sun, and I say it's alright."
Not only did I get a promotion and a raise at work, and more hours.. but I have an interview at Professional Cleaning Services at 1pm on Monday afternoon. He sounded like he had only 3 open interviews for the position and he wanted to hire quickly.. hopefully, this works out for me. This is the place that is my starting point. This is one of those businesses that I was saying would hire someone with tons of customer service background but no front desk experience. This is my stepping stone.
Can I do this? Can I hold on to this feeling? How long will this last? How long will it be before my RMD kicks in and I give up and become a zombie again? Can I really slowly turn my life around? Everyone, please be thinking of me. I could really use any thing at this point.
Whats better, is that I feel fine, I feel content, and I am alone. Sure, after what Kendra told me I was a little sad. But you know, of course, I'm always going to miss and love him. She just brought that realization to light. But it's never going to feel like it did before. And now I know my life is destine to go in another direction. A better direction. And the reason why none of these fools worked out is because they weren't the right direction, and because I am not ready for that just yet. I have a lot of work to do, and I can't put it aside to make someone else happy. And when I do find someone they'll support me in every decision and not ask me to compromise. They will be going in the same direction as me.
I feel so enlightened the last few days. I really have been in a great mood, better than I have in months. I feel truly calm and content. I am enjoying just being alive. I can get out of bed. I owe this to a few of my friends. Thank you for talking to me, thank you for helping me see what I needed to see, and thank you for believing I was resilient enough to do so.
"Here comes the sun, and I say it's alright."