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Even Children get Older. And I'm getting Older Too.
I think about the passage of time now and again.
People, places, things.
Who I was, am, will be. If I ever manage to get there.
More than halfway through my twenties and I’ve grown, shrunk and grown again in such a short amount of time. Like a stomped-out dandelion who refuses to be wed out. I don’t start over, I’m still the same weed at the end ( Read more... ) -
Road to Recovery
I tend to always filter in and out of this place. I make a random angst post and then I leave. Or I make some long speech about how I will do better, I will try to be better ( Read more... ) -
That's your nature isn't it?
It's okay. It's okay you can handle this ( Read more... ) -
Using my Tumblr like a Twitter, like a boss.
Because I really don't give a fuck, y'know?
But seriously...I guess it's just to fill a void that quitting Twitter left.
Or more accurately...filling a void that being abandoned by my so-called "Twitter famiry" left.
Iunno. Like...I can put on my tough cancer-esque shield and say how I disliked the cliques that ended up happening. The really known ( Read more... ) -
I don't know what I'm doing.
It really hurts when I don't talk to you. Like...I don't know I feel guilty and I want to curl up because I don't like it when I'm not talking to you ( Read more... ) -
Vulenarable
Sorry for anybody who looks at my journal and says "Oh hey, maybe she wont be depressing today!"
I mean it's not necessarily depressing, but I will be talking about my ex. Once we started talking again he started looking at these haha, well it's only natural since I had told him I had posted quite a few about him, the nosy little bugger. I'm ( Read more... ) -
Unforgiven
I had a dream earlier. It was pretty vivid. And...well...I'm vastly relieved that not a lot of people pay attention to my journal. Even though I put the link up on my DA, I still find not a lot of people come here (unless they are forever!lurkers.)
I don't expect a comment on this...maybe a text from Evelyn but..well anyway I better get this started ( Read more... ) -
Uhm...chapter one?
Okay uh, well over the past year (no, probably more) I have been obsessed with this amazing--and I do not use that word lightly--girls fanfic. essbeejay it's called More than Human, otherwise known to her better fans as TEF (or The Epic Fic). It may...damn well be the best thing I have read in my life, I shit you not.
In fact she has gotten me so hooked on ( Read more... ) -
It's hard when you feel like you're broken and scarred
I am...totally...at a loss.
I want to just...give up and start over.
College.
Friends.
My entire fucking life.
There are so many things I regret. I hate that I do because I don't want to have regrets. I want to look ahead, not in the past. I want to be better, I want to be a success. I want to show everyone that I have the motivation and determination ( Read more... ) -
Strangers
Can't count how many times I've seen your name pop up on my msn in the past few days. I'd always make up excuses not to say hi this time around though.
"I'm using my phone's msn so the service will be bad and I'll probably have to type the same thing over and over again."
"She's never on for long, what if I only get one of those awkward 5 minute ( Read more... )