i think i broke my finger today driving to my parents house. i didn't hit it on anything, but it immediately turned blue and hurt like crazy, before it swelled up and got numb. my mom thinks i pinched a nerve, but it's a little better now, and settled on a nice shade of purple that circles my whole upper knuckle like a ring. it's funny because ( Read more... )

i've spent most of today sleeping, and yet i feel pretty accomplished. today the weather got up to 79 (from what i saw) and i didn't get to spend too much time outside, but it was nice just knowing that it was beautiful outside... and cleaning my room, putting my laundry away, and paying bills with the windows wide open. then i went to work 5-9 ( Read more... )

it's been an interesting number of days since i last posted. filled with a lot of ups and downs. one major down being, that i have a really really really bad cold, and have, since about wednesday. i had two full days off of work (except a meeting for work on one day off) and then had to call in saturday, leave after an hour on sunday, call in ( Read more... )

so after not having a computer for about three months, i finally splurged and bought a brand new macbook! amanda and i are very excited about my having my own computer. it was a little more than i wanted to spend but i think it'll be worth the investment. my mom actually convinced me to get the more expensive model of what i was looking at...but ( Read more... )

well, the thinkable happened. my computer is toast. i brought it in today and it'll be over $300 to fix IF they can find the part they need for an old computer like mine. i have to buy a new one. i'll have $217 toward it from allendale left over from my $500 i started with last year. that'll help, but not much. i'm expecting to spend about $ ( Read more... )

today was mostly beautiful ( Read more... )

i got through my busy work week, and actually it wasn't that bad. i like being busy. i guess i realized i'd rather work all the time, then sit around not having anything to do. sure, i was tired, but the weekend after, i spent in boston hanging out with emma and her cool bostonian friends. and i had a really great musically nostalgic car ride ( Read more... )

well.

( here are the cons )

well. i don't think i have a computer anymore. or at least i'm too frustrated with it (and poor) to take it some place and have it looked at or really even think about it right now. occassionally i tip-toe over to amandas shiney new laptop and hijack it. like now ( Read more... )

i focus too much attention on my nights and barely notice the days going by. i feel heavy. i'm working on convincing myself it'll feel good to stretch out in my bed and wake up early and have something to do tomorrow. even if it is work. this will be good (for me).

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