i'm not going to say that i've been "really busy" but i've had an awesome two days. i feel like it's been forever since i had two days in a row to just get. stuff. done. for me. although i miss him like crazy, pat is out of town for two weeks, and i'm taking advantage of the time to just do a lot of errands i've been putting off. also, i've ( Read more... )

today i've had a really productive day to make up for a really friggin mopey week ( Read more... )

i don't know about you, but every once in a while i get this strong feeling of impending doom. it feels like watching the movie Crash, or an episode of Seinfeld. subconsciously there must be an explanation, but it's not like i feel like i can pinpoint one giant reason that is the root of it all. i feel a constant lump in my throat, and anxious ( Read more... )

as an update i went to the doctor this morning and they ripped the gauze off (which hurt. a lot) and cleaned my finger up and everything. they wrapped it up in this cute little self-adhering ace bandage kind of thing. they were going to give me a fake plastic finger to put on over it, but it was wrapped too large and one wouldn't fit. so they ( Read more... )

i lost my left hand due to a gnarly accident at work.

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i've been feeling really weird. like anxious and shakey and antsy. i realized today that perhaps i spray paint too much. i wouldn't have thought this normally, but while spray painting i had the following series of thoughts ( Read more... )

since august, 1998 i have been working at the same place. and tomorrow will be my last day. it's a strange feeling, but i'm ready to get out of the store and pretend that i have a whole new job and a whole new place to work (which technically is true...but to me i still feel like it will be the same, in some way). i'm excited about the whole ( Read more... )

so the last time i posted and entry it was about getting turned down for a job because i didn't have experience, which it never actually specified i needed. i started working making signs and paintings for wegmans at my own store and after working for two weeks IN the sign shop i applied for a job requiring "experience"...which technically, i did ( Read more... )

i haven't really updated much since i mentioned interviewing for that sign shop job. i didn't get it--which i think is probably a really good thing and actually worked out to my advantage. my store (in webster...which is much closer than greece) offered me an opportunity to work part time (which is more desirable to me at this point since i love ( Read more... )

Step 1: Put your MP3 player or whatever on random ( Read more... )