"Don't ever tell anybody anything, because if you do, you then you start missing everybody." (Holden Caufield) JD Salinger. Catcher in the Rye ( Read more... )

"i dont know how to be even more dramatic. wish i could stay alive for the comments, but you know eh. all alone this has been about me fighting for ways not to deal with being utterly alone, hasnt it ( Read more... )

"It's been the longest winter without you/didn't know where to turn to/ See, somehow I can't forget you ( Read more... )

"Will I lose my diginity? Will someone care? Will I wake tomorrow, from this nightmare ( Read more... )

Tethers '08 ( Read more... )

I went dark (and twisty) for a few days. All my fault. Drugs, and loneliness? Not a good mix. I mean chasing the crazy coyote throughout New York is always fun. Not really, but I needed to blow off the steam. It's funny how people are always on my mind. And who appears in the most unexpected places. And the connections in my mind. ( Read more... )

The thing that I have intensely tried avoiding for years is playing that thing that I call "The American Game." To begin, I guess I must give what I'm calling "The American Game." To me, the "game" is all about the appearance of something versus the reality of it. Everyone feigns to love their job, but goes home and snorts coke. ("Everyone" ( Read more... )

No heat, or hot water for 4 days now.
I need to shower.
At least my butt, and genitals, and arm pitts are incredibly clean.
I'm now worried about the other areas though having gangrene or something.
I know this post was gross, but I felt the need to overshare and be incredibly inappropriate.

Opening Credits ( Read more... )

Just wanted someone to listen. I honestly don't know how things got to the point where I don't have real "friends?". I think it commenced when I started to withdraw during the homeless thing, and other's started to pullback. Wasn't necessarily the best thing, but I don't have any grudges. When I first "re-connected" with Art Teacher, he ( Read more... )