Better in Time
"It's been the longest winter without you/didn't know where to turn to/ See, somehow I can't forget you/
After all that we have been through./Going and Coming/Thought I had enough..../Thinking I deserved it/Now I realize I really didn't know If you didn't know this/quickly I'm learning/ to love again
All I know is/ I'm going to be ok. Thought I couldn't live without you, and it's going to hurt too.
Even though I really love you.....I'm going to smile because I deserve to"
-Leona Lewis, Better in time
It's become all too apparent that I'm different. I'm assuming Principal Keogan spoke to the other teachers about borrowing my assignments, and so, since they can't get anything for free.....they too bounced. Whatever. Except it just makes me even more lonely. Teaching is pretty lonely when you don't have other teachers to lean on. I could't sleep last night, so I listened to about two hours of education podcasts, and it's always funny to learn that you've committed a faux pas, after you committed. I'm a good teacher because I'm good at whatever I do. Unless, I'm not and I train to. But should it be this hard?
I don't even want to rehash the numerous disappointments that I've had this week. I....yeah, I don't even know.
I'll try to post later. My heart is hurting something strong today.
After all that we have been through./Going and Coming/Thought I had enough..../Thinking I deserved it/Now I realize I really didn't know If you didn't know this/quickly I'm learning/ to love again
All I know is/ I'm going to be ok. Thought I couldn't live without you, and it's going to hurt too.
Even though I really love you.....I'm going to smile because I deserve to"
-Leona Lewis, Better in time
It's become all too apparent that I'm different. I'm assuming Principal Keogan spoke to the other teachers about borrowing my assignments, and so, since they can't get anything for free.....they too bounced. Whatever. Except it just makes me even more lonely. Teaching is pretty lonely when you don't have other teachers to lean on. I could't sleep last night, so I listened to about two hours of education podcasts, and it's always funny to learn that you've committed a faux pas, after you committed. I'm a good teacher because I'm good at whatever I do. Unless, I'm not and I train to. But should it be this hard?
I don't even want to rehash the numerous disappointments that I've had this week. I....yeah, I don't even know.
I'll try to post later. My heart is hurting something strong today.