wow there's so crazy stuff of here...eeek

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hey sorry for all you that read this....now you can go see something way cooler.

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kbye. the times were great.
<3

i guess since it's been texas again things have been diffrent. Like before, like that one night or something. when the cause totally freaked out. can't say i'm agreeing with this feeling of discomfort. maybe if i was in a real life maybe i could be better off. but all my cells have deserted me. why can things be so hard?!?!?? it's all harder than ( Read more... )

the weekend was here and they were gone, i wanted to see them so bad and i wanted to cancell all my plans and just spend all weekend thinking. i can't do that. i will go crazy. and i would not be with them all the time so i would have a lot of time to think. that wouldn't be good. So i decided to stick with the plan. I had a banquet for church ( Read more... )

I guess i posted since sunday. But i really didn't elaborate. Just made specific on one subject. let me tell you the next chapter...Church has to be the most amazing thing ever. I really really am glad that i am where i am. Even though i get frustrated and i get lost, i still seem to collide back into one figure with You. Seperate i saw war, ( Read more... )

24 january 2005. 5:00-ish. Urget prayer ( Read more... )

this time i am leaving you all completely clueless...it's nothing to figure out, just something on my mind... <3 ...So let me lead you through this tunnel, who knows when we'll ever get out.It's force has at times become stronger than my faith. To let go wasn't an option but only to be held on by these measures.I plead. But what do i cry for? To ( Read more... )

i got on here to tell you everything i feel. I just finished the book. (the perks of being a wallflower) and i can tell you that i am completely amazed and satisfied with it. so i know this is long and most of you won't read this, but really it's for the people that care and that will take the time because they care. thank you ( Read more... )

head on //trapped// this collision is of our..........Love works in weird ways...or maybe it's not love. i thought it out to be though. too many times. to many tries. to many hopeless kisses. too many stares. to many nights filled with worthless tears. to much of what i thought was everything but come to find means nothing at all ( Read more... )

So i went to austin for a few days....yay. Fun, but i am home now. i went down to the drag where there's a bunch of vintage, consignment shops...it was kewl. I bought a shirt and a scarf ( Read more... )