She needed you, she need you, oh God oh God she needed you...
24 january 2005. 5:00-ish. Urget prayer.
I know this won't make sense again to most of you. But i hear ya'll like the way i write. So just listen. Make of it what you want.
She called upon me, with not enough strength to call upon Him. Cried out to me, her plea to get away. It was more than not okay. It wasn't at all.
(((Last night at church was amazing. You hands covered me from the world for one second. To let me get a glimpse of what i was missing. Oh how i love you. The way you work is..just is. You put me through tears, the only way to relieve this pain. Emptied my flesh to start over again. Oh how i love you. i felt conviction for my ignorant selfishness. To not be kind to kindness. He forgave me. she forgave me. thank you God. This night, i know, was to build me up for what's to come....you've already let some of this you have for me come out)))
Now you've given me her. Can i handle it? knowing that i couldn't alone, i turned to You. You've given me this creation, this devil in her to beat out. I know you are stronger, i know she is stronger than that. But he pulls her in. he decieves her mind into thinking she's wrong. Get her out. Help her. She cries. out to you? i dunno. But i know you hear her. It just takes a call. she's hurting and you have to be there. please don't let her suffer. don't let her die. it's too much. it's too much to take. it's too much that she couldn't handle. So she let go. and ended up among stained porcelain and torn flesh. she can beat it. she's already begun.
now pray. for her, please. <3
I know this won't make sense again to most of you. But i hear ya'll like the way i write. So just listen. Make of it what you want.
She called upon me, with not enough strength to call upon Him. Cried out to me, her plea to get away. It was more than not okay. It wasn't at all.
(((Last night at church was amazing. You hands covered me from the world for one second. To let me get a glimpse of what i was missing. Oh how i love you. The way you work is..just is. You put me through tears, the only way to relieve this pain. Emptied my flesh to start over again. Oh how i love you. i felt conviction for my ignorant selfishness. To not be kind to kindness. He forgave me. she forgave me. thank you God. This night, i know, was to build me up for what's to come....you've already let some of this you have for me come out)))
Now you've given me her. Can i handle it? knowing that i couldn't alone, i turned to You. You've given me this creation, this devil in her to beat out. I know you are stronger, i know she is stronger than that. But he pulls her in. he decieves her mind into thinking she's wrong. Get her out. Help her. She cries. out to you? i dunno. But i know you hear her. It just takes a call. she's hurting and you have to be there. please don't let her suffer. don't let her die. it's too much. it's too much to take. it's too much that she couldn't handle. So she let go. and ended up among stained porcelain and torn flesh. she can beat it. she's already begun.
now pray. for her, please. <3