it's been horrible. GOD HELP ME ( Read more... )

**nightmare after watching jossie and the pussycats** Okay i was in austin or something down on 6th street going to see Crossover play at Emo's (this club there) and Crossover (in my dream) has been signed and they are big-timers now....complete rock n' roll...well i go in to see them and after the show go over to talk to aubrey and he is a ( Read more... )

HEY..well the early bird rises! it's 9:40 and i am awake, been awake since 8...i dunno WHAT my problem is..yikes! But anyways lets see where i left off ( Read more... )

Okay so it's almost christmas! YIKES!....i'm getting excited..hmm. But yeah today was just nothing. It was the first day off from the break and i just sat around lovin it. Was going to go shopping but that never happened. Last night i went to see the Nutcracker with friends. It was fun. Ryan you did an excellent job at setting this up! Three- ( Read more... )

Iamhereonthenexttrain. So things have gotten better, I suppose. I forgot to tell you that i went to a Halo party at ben's house on tuesday night. HOW COULD I FORGET! It was amazing. Great amazing fun. You know if you were there. ...So it took forever to hook the stuff up, but we accomplish it. Then we played...and i sucked. So i watched everyone ( Read more... )

It's funny to see how fast things change....i mean last entry I talked about how Steph and Ryan crack me up and i dunno what i'd do without them. Well....i pretty much haven't talked to them in about 2 weeks. So i guess without them i am perfectly fine . hummm...funny how things work ( Read more... )

lol....so yeah i've been spending afterschool with stephanie up at the church and yesterday we went to go see Daniel run b/c he was close by. Well it ended up being only an invational or whatever so he really didn't run for real, just jogged and did his thing. lol...it was so fun though!! Ryan and steph are so funny, they crack me up. I dunno what ( Read more... )

this stupid thing means

NOTHING
anymore!

GOD BLESS...!!!!!!!!!

hey well yah...i so don't like this anymore. I know it's hard being away for forever and with people who are kewl yah but just ....something. I understand u are strong, i know you are. maybe it's the internet that is turning you into someone i don't know anymore...i never thought it would be like this...but i guess EVERYONE and EVERYTHING changes ( Read more... )

I'm tired of feeling this way. I feel like crying or hitting someone all the time now. Almost EVERYONE gets on my nerves and i'm not focusing on God what so every. No joke, like i haven't given him time since all this drama started. I might of fell to my knees and cried out to him, but it meant nothing, nothing changed b/c i'm not helping it too. ( Read more... )