i just thought i should let everyone know that i finally saw the cotillion episode of the oc. i know. its a big deal. the seasons were on sale at target and my mom and i have been watching it so she broke down and let me buy the first season. i'm going back tonight to buy the second season. cause it has bloopers. and if you know me, you know how ( Read more... )

i thought i would try and watch this new paula abdul show. i know ridiculous. but i was gonna do it just to see what her life is like. but i'm not watching it. cause sarah ann is distracting me by trying to talk to me on the phone. geez. actually i really like talking to her so whatever ( Read more... )

today i bought a bunch of music from itunes. i'm excited. some things just get ya excited. music is one of mine. i think its the dancing aspect of it. total release ( Read more... )

i got to eat lunch with sarah today...i love her...she's a great friend and an amazing person ( Read more... )

oh shut it. that's what i feel like saying right now. i wish you understood ( Read more... )

man, i do not deal with things healthily a lot of the time ( Read more... )

my house got hit by lightning last night. it started a fire in the attic. i haven't been into my house since the firemen went in because i left and stayed elsewhere last night. my mom and dad stayed there though. i mean, the whole house didn't burn down or anything but they had to take part of the roof off to stop the fire. the main problems are ( Read more... )

its funny how some people turn out exactly how you think they will. exactly. like you could peg it. in two years, they'll be a drunk still always trying to be the center of attention. and look at that. that's probably really critical and it sounds really judgmental to me. but i just get discouraged by that because they don't have to be. i wonder if ( Read more... )

i like to sit in the bathtub with my clothes on when i'm sad or upset. i think its weird. but its always where i want to go. and that's where i am now. i decided that it has something to do with being in an enclosed space. something about feeling tight into the things around you. its probably really psychotic. its probably where all the people in ( Read more... )

i am so bummed out right now ( Read more... )