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oh shut it. that's what i feel like saying right now. i wish you understood.
i'm understanding what my sister meant when she said when she gets sick and then gets better she has people that get mad that they didn't know but they clearly only want to be friends with her when she's well. and only a few people actually call and care. i didn't get it but now i do. i guess we have high expectations for friendship in our family. but i think its worth it. i don't know. that's probably our downfall. and also a positive for us as well. i don't know.
i'm excited about tomorrow.
i have some major anxiety attacks probably every five years. this week. oh man.
i'm understanding what my sister meant when she said when she gets sick and then gets better she has people that get mad that they didn't know but they clearly only want to be friends with her when she's well. and only a few people actually call and care. i didn't get it but now i do. i guess we have high expectations for friendship in our family. but i think its worth it. i don't know. that's probably our downfall. and also a positive for us as well. i don't know.
i'm excited about tomorrow.
i have some major anxiety attacks probably every five years. this week. oh man.