wow. its been almost three months. that's kind of ridiculous considering how often i come to livejournal to read other peoples' but yet never post in my own. i guess i don't really have much to say. i mean, until recently ( Read more... )

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i think the fact of the matter is that what i really want is to be in a true just friendly relationship with a boy. i don't want to just get kissed before i'm 23 which is what i keep saying and i think i would take that but i'm gonna take not having that as well. but what i actually want is to be in a relationship. not have a boyfriend or go on ( Read more... )

i cannot wait for it to get cold. although i hate dressing up everyday for work and i don't really have a lot of cold weather work clothes. i guess i'm gonna have to spend my next paycheck on some. suck. i want to save a little bit but its hard at first ( Read more... )

do you ever start to feel like you are becoming that person that annoys you so much? i'm having an issue with one of my roommates because i just feel like she complains all the time. its not an issue we are arguing about its just something i'm personally dealing with. i end up coming back from my long days at the speech path building and going in ( Read more... )

i had a dream last night that i told this boy everything that i've always wanted to say to him. about everything. and it really makes me want to tell him in real life. but i don't think i could do that to him. i don't think he would know what to do with that. its alright ( Read more... )

did you realize that the kids in high school now were all born in the 90s and not the 80s. the kids starting their freshman year of college are the last kids to be born in the 80s. so weird. makes me feel extrEMEly old. i guess i kind of am but its hard to think that when i look in the mirror. still feel like i'm 16 somewhat. except i would NEVER ( Read more... )

its really ridiculous how much i can find to worry about. seriously. and its ridiculous how sick i make myself worrying about each of those individual things. and yet, they almost always turn out perfectly alright ( Read more... )

my knee hurts. really its more my knees. i'm only 22 and i've already got these old people aches. clearly, i need to work out more. i need to find a knee press machine. or leg extender. or whatever you call it ( Read more... )

i woke up for a specific reason and now i can't sleep. just a flood of anxiety and worry about things that are far in the future. i think its stuff that i just push aside and don't think about and then it hit me tonight for some random reason. now i can't sleep. even though i'm exhausted. i just want to sleep ( Read more... )