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Lonely world
When I reminisce ignorance was bliss ( Read more... ) -
Happiness
One would have assumed by now that I would have learned this lesson a long time ago. That, after having it bashed into my head for the last thirty-seven years of my life that I would have learned by now that I am not deserving of contentment or happiness. No, this is not a pity card being played. Gods know I have had that played against me enough ( Read more... ) -
People
You know, human beings are a funny group of creatures. It is funny how you can say you love and care for someone and then quickly throw those feelings away in the trash because you don't like something someone is doing. It is also funny how something as little as a compromise can turn into a big blow out. The blow out comes from both sides thinking ( Read more... ) -
Once again an old friend embraces me...
So fuck the normal warnings, you should know them by now ( Read more... ) -
Ranting time!
Oh where oh where do I begin? For those of you who have been pay attention to the weather, here in VA we got quite a bit of snow on monday and was in the single digits to the negitives with windchill for two days ( Read more... ) -
Idiot Doctors
So lets see here, just got home from the doctors. Know the numbness in my leg that has been going on since...well MARCH and has spread down my leg...according to this wonderful doctor, it's just the nerves being aggravated ( Read more... ) -
Danger! Danger Will Robertson!
Ok, I'm back. I am back and ready to rip the head off another person and spit down the throat....but before I get into the ranting, I have not said this in quiet a few years...but WARNING! WARNING! If you get easily offended by ANYTHING...this is your chance to leave now. Not going to go into the whole song and dance warning, just that simple short ( Read more... ) -
responsable one
Why the fuck do I always have to be the responsible one? I can't even get drunk cause I know that I have to hold someones hand and have to keep an eye on someone. I can't even let my guard down once cause the moment I do shit happens, and damn this hero complex I have, I have to make sure that I am sober enough to handle and solve everyones ( Read more... ) -
old things break away to become new things
So I have been in Virginia for a few months now, and have come to the conclusion that nothing changes. Same drama, same buildings, same people giving the same excuses. I have been staying with my grandmother and uncle for a while, trying to get things back in a row like I should have done long ago. And with a little help from my friends (Insert ( Read more... ) -
ARRRRG!
The past two weeks have been two of the most nerve and patient testing weeks I have gone threw in a while. Fucking hell, lost my job, the fucktard ex broke up with me and kicked me out, and I have thirty days to move out. Ok. No big deal. Took me a few days, but got a plan of action all set up. Now it's just the awkwardness of being here in the ( Read more... )