If I could be anywhere doing anything right now I'd be on a train in Europe sitting in the dining cart, reading a good book. I wouldn't know anyone and it wouldn't bother me. Then I'd get off the train and I'd be in Tuscany. I'd walk along a winding road, passing vineyards until I got to the town square. I'd stop at a cafe and read some more, take ( Read more... )

My nana is not doing so well. We don't think she's going to make it past the next couple of days. It's weird, I feel like she's been dying for so long, and I'm sure she's felt the same way...I almost wish it would happen sooner so that she wouldn't have to wait for it. It's got to be the worst feeling in the world. I'm not very close to her, like I ( Read more... )

What a week ( Read more... )

I haven't been sleeping lately. Usually when I can't sleep it's because of the full moon, I have this pull towards it and I'll wake up at the same time everynight until it's out of that phase. But it isn't a full moon. More like stress. Things have definitly been off center lately ( Read more... )

A little harmless grad proj. plug ( Read more... )

Today was a pretty somber day. I love days where the sun isn't out, it's a little chilly, maybe it rains a little. Good thinking days. Days when you can sit alone and listen to music, paint, read ( Read more... )

I've been feeling pretty anxious lately. Mostly due to this whole college thing. The decision of the year: Art school or liberal art school? I have no idea what I want. I'm afraid to take that risk, the risk of going for one thing and one thing only. But I'm also afraid that if I don't pursue photo I'll regret it for the rest of my life. I'm ( Read more... )

This is exclusively for Kate ( Read more... )

Everything seems to be changing at once. This year seems so different from last year, I don't know why yet. Maybe it's the classes I'm taking, they are so odd and not connected to each other. In the morning I have Mr. Miller talking about art and meaning and the way we learn and the way we are taught, how he thinks art class is the hardest class in ( Read more... )

san francisco in 1 day. it still hasn't hit me yet ( Read more... )