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If I could be anywhere doing anything right now I'd be on a train in Europe sitting in the dining cart, reading a good book. I wouldn't know anyone and it wouldn't bother me. Then I'd get off the train and I'd be in Tuscany. I'd walk along a winding road, passing vineyards until I got to the town square. I'd stop at a cafe and read some more, take pictures.
But instead I'm here. And instead of waking up in Tuscany tomorrow, I'll wake up to put on black and go to my first funeral. I'm terrified. I don't want to see everyone, especially my dad, sad and upset. I don't want to see someone put into the ground. I don't want to see her dead.
Thank god for the field trip on firday though. I'm sure after tomorroe all I'll want to do is see kate and hang out with her, so it's a good thing she's going on the trip.
Thanks Kaitlin, Kate, and Don for talking to me and being available to me. I couldn't ask for better friends.
But instead I'm here. And instead of waking up in Tuscany tomorrow, I'll wake up to put on black and go to my first funeral. I'm terrified. I don't want to see everyone, especially my dad, sad and upset. I don't want to see someone put into the ground. I don't want to see her dead.
Thank god for the field trip on firday though. I'm sure after tomorroe all I'll want to do is see kate and hang out with her, so it's a good thing she's going on the trip.
Thanks Kaitlin, Kate, and Don for talking to me and being available to me. I couldn't ask for better friends.