Eyes of a fallen angel
My nana is not doing so well. We don't think she's going to make it past the next couple of days. It's weird, I feel like she's been dying for so long, and I'm sure she's felt the same way...I almost wish it would happen sooner so that she wouldn't have to wait for it. It's got to be the worst feeling in the world. I'm not very close to her, like I am with my Oma, but it's still painful to realize that she won't be here much longer. I don't think that I handle death well, I don't know what to do with it. I'm just starting to have more faith (not exactly in a religious way), but I still don't understand a lot of things, and death is one of them.