don't remind me that my birthday is coming up, cause that also means that the on the next day my dad will have been go for 7 months. i still can't believe it's been that long. i still forget that he's gone, i'll just be sitting in class and this wave will hit me and i'll just think to myself "gosh, my dad is dead". i still can't rememeber the last ( Read more... )

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i don't really want to go back to school, ever. i'm a bit upset and scared because i really love massart and the fashion design department, i was so happy there and so excited. now i just hate it and really wish that i could transfer to bridgewater state and live at home. but it's like what the hell would i do at bridgewater state? this is what i ( Read more... )

Having to fill out loans all day to pay for college was not fun at all, having to check that I only of one parent doesn't help either. It's been three months since my dad died, yet it seems like it was just yesterday and so long ago all at the same time. More then anything at the moment it makes really upset that i can't remeber the last time that ( Read more... )

aftering getting my tattoo i was told to treat it like an open wound, time will heal it and i just need to be patience with it.
time will heal all wounds, physical and emotional.

i hope.

Thanksgiving break was good and very much needed. My family and I made through the actually day pretty well, this is the first holiday we've had without my dad. It sounds horrible but most of the time I feel like he's just in the other room or he's at work and about to come home. He's not coming home though and it's when i realize that, that ( Read more... )

I was never really sure when we got to really be called "adults". So us as have been mature almost adults for awhile, others never really be mature adults. I know for sure that I am know an adult. I wish it didn't have to happen this way. My mum just keeps saying that she's glad it didn't happen while we were in school, but I still am in school. I ( Read more... )

I'm in New Mexico, visiting my aunt for the week and soaking up looooots and LOTS of sunny.

so it's been awhile and it's also been a very long week ( Read more... )

I had to write a paper to go along with my source project for Visual Language. I just really liked the whole idea that i came up with and am actually really proud of it. so i figured i'd let everyone read it and see what you think ( Read more... )