Jan 12, 2007 17:05
i don't really want to go back to school, ever. i'm a bit upset and scared because i really love massart and the fashion design department, i was so happy there and so excited. now i just hate it and really wish that i could transfer to bridgewater state and live at home. but it's like what the hell would i do at bridgewater state? this is what i want to do and i know that i can do it but i'm just starting to regret that i didn't put my footdown and take a year off from massart. yeah i got through the semster but i did horrible and i'm not sure that they are going to let me continue on during this semster. i'm just so confused. and what if my bad grades had nothing to do with my dad, missing school, or just being depressed, may be i'm not really good at any of this.
i just want to be home with my mom and sisters,