Who knows, honestly, what is going on ( Read more... )

I don't even know what to do anymore ( Read more... )

if it's ok with you ( Read more... )

You are (were) like my freaking ray of sunshine ( Read more... )

what do you do ( Read more... )

I'm sick of feeling like i've done something wrong
like i'm bad

i stopped doing things that would make me feel that way
specifically for that reason

so why now

how come when i watch a tv show or movie i become a character to the point that i feel like it is I who has done something wrong
it is I who am the bad one ( Read more... )

I can never seem to find a happy medium

Too much or not enough

how much do you eat?
What is too much? How little is too unhealthy?
Isn't a little bit of unhealthy healthy/normal?

Excessively sedentary vs obsessed with working out

How do you spend your time?

Always so much boredom and monotony

People do projects to fill their time
But is any of it ( Read more... )

there is chatter in my head ( Read more... )

there are times i know i could disappear and no one would notice ( Read more... )

I want to cut
I want to scratch

I want to anything
Because i want to feel again

Not that i don't feel
But not like i used to

I want to show the world my I'm sorry
Show them my sadness and disappointment

Show them to leave me alone

And show them how badly i want it

But how am i supposed to show these things
When "I'm not allowed to"
When that isn't on the ( Read more... )