I'm wondering about a lot of things lately. I don't know what's really going on in my life. I had a binge day yesterday big time. I was doing well yesterday until mom made muffins. Something snapped and I started to eat massive amounts of muffins. *grumbles* Then I felt guilty, which made me want to eat more. Uggs. I hate binges. It doesn't really ( Read more... )

In a flashback during "She Used to Be My Girl" (FABF22), school cafeteria worker Moe is involved in what illicit activity?

A. Serving "mystery meat"

B. Stealing food

C. Spitting in the soup

D. Drinking on the Job.

ANSWER

C

I got this one wrong.

In "Burns Verkaufen Der Kraftwerk" (8F09), Fritz was surprised that a nuclear power plant could be such a what ( Read more... )

sighs* I'm still feeling kind of mad, but a lot better than I did yesterday. You know, the only way someone can get to you is if you let them. But sometimes it's really hard not to let people get to you when they find the scab parts that are weak and not healed totally and pick them away. For the most part people don't even realize they are doing ( Read more... )

Ok now, I'm feeling so bad about myself. I know intellectually that I'm a good person, people like me, if I let more people in they'd like me more. I know I'm not ugly physically I mean. I can look at myself objectively and see some asthetic beauty. I'm not trying to be conceited or anything, I'm just setting up the rest of this entry. I also ( Read more... )

Man, am I feeling morbid. And fat really really really fat. It's going to be a long hard day. It seems most people are stuck on Thomas' funeral and death, or else my fatness. I know I'm fat, get over it. I'm trying to lose weight but stress and depression only makes me more unhealthy because I either don't eat or over eat. I'm trying to be all ( Read more... )

I'm just full of confusion and pain and it's not coming out on it's own. I'm trying to play angry depressing music to coax it out. Hopefully, it will work. I need to cry and I need to sort some stuff out. Maybe write some horriable poetry. It will probably be quite horriable ( Read more... )

You Are Lilac ( Read more... )

You know, it's kind of weird to be writing my most intimate thoughts here for anyone who cares to read it to read it. But I figure people that honestly want to get to know me will learn a hell of a lot more about me more quickly by reading this than by spending time with me alone. I mean I speak my mind here more coherently and easily than I do in ( Read more... )

You know, I've spent some time doing stuff that I want to do the past few days. I paid more attention to things I want to do and only fulfilled obligations that I had to I didn't do anything extra. Partly because I'm feeling puny and partly cause I'm fed up with doing so frigging much for everyone ( Read more... )