Well as most of you already know i had part of my colon removed on sunday in an emergency procedure. There was a hole in it caused by my diverticulitis. It hurts very badly and i'm recovering at home if some time anyone of you in the next few weeks would like to come see me feel free. It's very boring but im assuming i walk like an old person ( Read more... )

pop culture killed my creativity. debt overwhelms my hopes and dreams. i want a new career a new beginning to help me in the inner struggle. i still feel evil in my soul something that twitches and causes me fear in the dark. she is my hope my life my best friend until the end. my idea of love has been tested after feeling its truth twice before ( Read more... )

I've been helping mom since her knee replacement. It's hard my mom is very independent. She always has been, my dad died when i was one and she has pretty much handled everything herself my whole life. I should do more but i get over there when i can. i feel like a horrible son. Trin's helped as well. She is way more badass than me. I love and ( Read more... )

oh winterking you havent been kind to me in the past. this year changes that. i want to win. well just top 8. im doing the positive thinking thing. i got lots of rest. i researched the field. i wish i could have play tested more but i wasnt able to. but it will be a trial by fire all morning long. so please keep me in your thoughts. i need all the ( Read more... )

so ive had so many in my life. it is a crazy world me and trin perfect lately. also i reconnected with an old friend. michelle my ex. she is the same and different all rolled up into one. me and trin hung with her and shamwow tonight it was nice to catch up and reminice about old times. she was a hoot. trin was out of it tired after working a ( Read more... )

equally so i say goodbye to man's best friend. where is your halo? you kicked it off at my front door. this is the sound of folly. i have so many things to smile about,but the one sadness that has set itself deep in my soul. in this way iam still a child wondering deep into mystery. lets sing the song of our last night together no matter how loud ( Read more... )

So im sitting in bed i just finished the first disk of pushing daisies season 1. it is a really fun show. my stomach has been killing me lately. since all the drama with my mom, i've been sick all the time. mentally i react to stress well but physically not so much. i've been losing weight im sure in part to my active job and eating nothing most of ( Read more... )

why do i even try... regardless i say im glad you are happy. and i wish you the best in everything you do.

is there any end to hate? people just go back and fourth on how they feel in this world. i have never been a fan of this. if i love something i love it forever. its a never ending thing for me. i always want it in my life. from ex's to my fav resturants that changed there menus. i still love all of this. its been hard for me to not be friends with ( Read more... )

so my off days for the next two weeks are as follows. 9/11/09/,9/13,9/16/and 9/18 then thats all the schedules up to now. im just trying to figure out what im gonna do. i know ill start off all of these off days cleaning and taking care of the home front. then i dunno fridays i assume ill be hanging with trin but you never know. she might want to ( Read more... )