19 years of live journal. Where has the time gone. Can i think About the last time i posted in here. Not even sure.

there's nothing I have for you that hasn't been given to you before the floor sags and shapes into something anew. don't let the byes begone, don't let the lines be drawn. my records haven't changed in ten years its just the record playing you've heard before that I said reminded me of who I used to be. the galaxy seems to small for you and me both ( Read more... )

one upon a crime i couldn't stop to commit. i dreamed of so what dancing in my ears at almost 3am. it began slow up to the steady beat i always knew and remembered for all those years. am I just a subterranean? lets sit in the dark smoke and just listen. don't ruin this with conversations that aren't going anywhere to begin with. he was my hero at ( Read more... )

A voice from 3,000 miles away let's me know they are still listening even if the world around me as all ,but forgotten me. The shell of what used to be holds me up into this idea they all have of me. Is anyone really listening? I know you can hear me. Don't forget you are an angel even if it slips your mind or they don't tell you enough. Do what ( Read more... )

so its sunday or is it monday? well I'll say sunday for it to be simple. I'm above and beyond 200 hundred doctors and two surgeries one staring me in the face. I faulter when i think of you... but who am I again? i forget what it means to be awake or asleep. dreams dont come easy you have to pay for them with your dues or dollars. both sides of my ( Read more... )

hey, I'm a bit clever and kind of cute on occasion. why is it me and I'm never home in my galaxy. can you help me clean up my mess? the inclusion of life leads me in to many directions and to many friends I'll leave behind. running into brick walls in the stores cornered by both of our politeness. bad at everything i do even hobbies hinder me from ( Read more... )

well i don't know how to say it other than I'm miserable. i wake up everyday with little to no goals. i don't feel close to anyone. i feel like i have something that just disconnected it me a year or so ago maybe longer. it definitely started when i was sick. i don't feel good ever mentally or physically. i feel like i have absolutely no friends. i ( Read more... )

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I'm a dreamer but they never said it would be easy. Good evening dear watching you sleep here in my arm as I write this was easy but hey I said I'm a dreamer. One day when it all goes away and the worship leads us to light It will all be ok,but hey what can I say I'm a dreamer. Youre the spirit that keeps me spinning the wish that wasn't wasted ( Read more... )

Point me home I have no time, they killed my only chance at surviving in first playground memories you erased with each lie. Lack luster love and lovely ones we left behind in the secret garden. Do you have the necklace someone left on your doorstep at midnight. Some fools discount my folly but if you stop and listen for it youll have no choice but ( Read more... )