My valentine to the world. Or so they say...
Point me home I have no time, they killed my only chance at surviving in first playground memories you erased with each lie. Lack luster love and lovely ones we left behind in the secret garden. Do you have the necklace someone left on your doorstep at midnight. Some fools discount my folly but if you stop and listen for it youll have no choice but to relent. I'm diligent in my eyes. There's nothing stopping me from staring when I've caught you in my sights. Not a kill or to conquer. I'm observing your surroundings to find them suitable in my style. So many tears I've cried no pain in side cause i can tell y ou baby its over. And over and over we stand at the top of the stairs waiting for the other to fall down to the fire escape rally. Disco dancer you've spun your last record to record the voices of thousands.swallowed up by the fire inside you've used up all your chances at redemption but he forgives all so don't forget to repent and send them packing when they come for you at the gates. Did you return and let it burn and fade my attitude is trying to tear you apart. Honey I'm no judge just someone who serves in the only way I know how. Honestly I see myself falling forward in my sleep and i love you. I can say I was wrong when one window closes another smashes the finger you overlooked in the end. My blue valentine wearing your knee high socks study till you can retain any more knowledge and you step out on that ledge and plummet and fall into an A. Plus we can continue I want this letter to find you all well five to ten messages for three to four of you and maybe two will see it and one will get it. I'm suffering in silence not sad hurt bleeding or depressed. Just sick and disassociated with life and sorrow. They cant bring me back there to forget my fortune I obtain with every keystroke I get faster and faster. I forgot about my best friend who reappeared as fast as he will disappear again no anger or animosity just a wink a joke of pit pat for the road. Let's be frank people hearts are to large to hold love for just one if you do i feel anguish for you when you twist that knot that won't let you forget what once was and im talking to no one in particular just to all my best friends, lovers and exs in both. I miss you all at times even the one who is always by my side and nothing you do makes me want to die. And Im never telling a lie again, everything you think is true world you just have to listen. I'm here the organs in my ears church bells pulling me forward just giving me a reason to go one even though i have o many to count. Even you my number 4 or 5 I want o be free of the fears and you can get what you in in this world. It will over take you in a rush in your sleep. Ins a broken record. It's a pilotless plane headed to the highest star. Shooting us in our own foot. I love you i do it won't stop there's no one idea odd right in wrong. He speaks to me when i sleep from the light tells e of his ways. Ets me know of my love when I pray on you at night. There really is nothing like there am fun facts that slip f your tougne is such a fashhphpion hat we all get lost in our thoughts. Never listen to others even your so called friends only have there best interests at heart he'll maybe ebb I do. But maybe I'm just a fool. Love you I miss you all. Come back across the country to us all and spend some time in truth. Even if it is difunctional at times i miss the naive melody sing alongs at another 3am history maker. its twelve thirty one eastern standard. Do you know where your love is your brother is gone he was mine to. I'm so sorry it's a sad sack world of ignorant assholes who shift us in our seats even if we aren't sitting down it's a nervous habit. Hey you if you read this smile and start to worry about what comes next. If it's a Facebook message phone call a goodbye a kiss or a forever the last is for you trinity. Happy valentines day world. This my letter to you all who's on my mind. I love you.
Bye for now...
Bye for now...